Julia: Since forever, I've day dreamed about the day when I finally shed the skin of my pure awkward, self questioning, zit faced, semi-fatty and completely oblivious (and pardon my cliché) caterpillar physique to adopt…anything else. Particularly a skinny healthy and beautiful girl, whose is headstrong, dainty, crafty, clever, cute, and ultimately unorthodox…but somehow works. And now that I'm 17, a senior and sit just as caterpillar-ie as I was the same day I dreamed up the fantasy; I realized that in my quest to magically have someone sprinkle fairy shit on my face and poof me to awesomeness- I understood that if you want to be the person of your fantasy you have to create it by failing and flailing all the way. It's not going to be easy, but if you have things any other way, it's not beautiful. if you help a caterpillar out of the cocoon it will die never knowing the sky. No, you have to let it struggle and flail until it creates it's magic and sours higher than ever. this blog is about reaching new heights in a healthy and wonderful way, I welcome you join me…or don't but I'm done with ordinary I want to be...
